Express Yourself Clearly

Sometime when somebody doesn't need you anymore, what did they do? I just hate the way they always treat me like an idiot.
Pretending? i know that personally, a human being can be themself, only if they are alone. Girls are better in hiding their feeling, expert said.
What to do? yeach care about yourself, don't hurt other, more patience (i think) and .... if somebody did care about you, realize that. we always complain about others bad attitude, have u been complaining about others kindness? other's honesty?
It's very very nice to be care about. At least, ehm... i wouldn't think of people wanna take advantage of me when they did something good.
Most of the time, i can't understand how a person's way of thinking. One come to me and bring me this, bring me that, i just say thank you. And they happy with that. Another one ask this ask that, come and go. Don't act just like u didn't notice what they've done for you.
Come to the family member, and say hi, yeach just hi, how are you.... that's more than anything. that's keeping a relationship.
So goodbye to all those funny shit i've done.
Am easy, just like me before, seems funny but i wasn't that easy , peoples around me, they did change me to a f*cking idiot.
by this time, not again, i would rather care for someone than ask someone to care for me, could be you, could be her, but for now, i don't think so.

It's not time to talk about gender. It's not curse, and it's normal, man always be on top of woman (in some situation might be different)
being a man is not an advantage, it's just destiny of life, or i called it karma.

Funny shit today to tell, next time the story would be different.

I hate how people lying, pretending, stupidity, ignorant, ah why don't they study harder and use their brain?
COME ON!!!! Cleverness is irreversible, why don't they just spend more time to know what's going on and what to do.
Don't just act like a rich guy, pretend to be smart, but .... cut the crab jackass!!!!
Don't know how to face me hey, be gentle.
am not too good to express my feeling in different lang, forgive me if am wrong.

be patience

perlukah jadi orang yang sabar?
gue rasa perlu banget, gue mesti bisa jadi lebih sabaran.
dari pengalaman sih, makin ga sabar malah bakal ngerugiin sendiri aja.

and do you believe in karma?
temen gua si David bukan orang yang percaya karma, tapi dia percaya kalo berbuat baik (ngebantu orang, bla bla deh) itu kita bakal dapat balesan yang lebih baik berkali-kali. Kalo membuang sepotong roti ke air, roti itu akan balik lagi 7 potong. Dunno deh dia dapat pepatah itu darimana, tapi i do believe him.
Dia tuh orangnya udah ga mungkin kali boong ama gue. Selain taat beragama juga, ya gue yakin aja deh. Udah percaya sama orang mah ga usah ragu lagi kan. Dia juga ga ngajakin macem-macem, palingan makan doang.
Gue yakin dia tu bakal jadi orang yang sukses, bukan cuma soal duit, rohani dia juga jempolan tuh.

Tapi gue ga bisa jadi seperti dia, we have different background, at least i know his good and i try to be better :P

what is a happy life?

gua bukan penulis, iseng aja pengen nulis.
happy life, topik yang sebagian besar orang pengen tau.
semua orang mau menjadi kaya, let's say most people, not all people wanna be rich.

bener ga jadi kaya tu bakal lebih bahagia?
keliatannya sih begitu, tapi sebenernya ga begitu.
kita semua bertambah kaya, cuma kita ga menyadari dan ga pernah mau sadar kalo kita tu sebenernya bertambah kaya.
kaya itu relatif, bandingkan dengan orang yang mau makan aja susah, yang punya makanan bukan dibeli, dari mengais-ngais tempat sampah, pemberian orang lain.
kalau dibandingkan orang seperti itu, kita bukan hanya kaya. mereka akan bahagia seandainya jika perutnya lapar selalu ada makanan yang bisa dimakan, atau ada uang bisa dipakai buat beli makanan.

cuma kalo dibandingin ama yang naeknya bmw, punya handphone versi terbaru, kita keliatannya miskin banget ya.
gue inget-inget gua dulu gimana. kiriman ortu cuma 250 sebulan, buat bayar kos dll. sekarang gua udah punya lebih dari itu.
ada ga orang yang puas dengan keadaan dia sekarang, yang ga pengen apa-apa lagi ga pengen punya duit lebih, ga pengen punya barang baru, ga pengen pake baju baru, ga pengen macem-macem. ada gak?
jawabannya ada, orang-orang gini neh yang sebenernya paling bahagia, nothing to lose. gua ga bisa bilang namanya sapa, orangnya yang mana, tapi gua tau itu ada. seperti gua yakin kalo Tuhan itu exist. kalo gua bilang pemuka agama, jelas ada dong, tapi ga semua, malahan bisa dibilang cuma sebagian kecil yang bisa begitu.

kenapa kita ga belajar untuk puas dengan apa yang kita dapat. kalo sekarang belom mendapatkan apa yang diimpikan, jangan kecewa, kesempatan selalu datang. dan kesempatan ga pernah hilang. kalo lu punya kesempatan dan lu ga bisa selesaikan, kesempatan lu pasti diambil orang. ga ada kesempatan yang hilang.

i can realize what i can get, and what i wanna get. but i can't get them all in one big leap.
ingat: kita ga selalu mendapatkan apa yang kita inginkan.